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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

THIS VERY FIRST POST IS DEDICATED TO MY BABY~

Baby, I know at this very moment, you're trying your best to study.
Accounting. I don't like it very much. I love maths, but NOT accounting.
Seriously, it confuses me very much. What's worse, I'm already a blur person.

If you didn't know, baby, ~~tomorrow~~ today is the 6th month. In love.
6 months of not touching bad sticks. Yes, I'm very proud cause, i never knew i can. (;

6 months before all of this.

We were just friends. Going to the same college.

I still can't believe that we were suppose to meet years ago.
But i guess , like you said, it wasn't our time to meet. (:
And i believe everything that has happened, happened for a reason ~

But, we were so close, yet, didn't have a single clue of each other's existence. Either that, we never bothered to take a better look.

Sri Sarjana tuition.
Form 4
Chemistry class,you were sitting right at the back.
I was too. With Caryn, and you with all your crazy bunch of friends.

I remember the smell of mcD and bbq chicken wings. Also, the sight of Joel, but not you.
I was the quiet one. Only contributing to the noise among my best friend in class.
And you, the joker and noise maker in class.
I knew you, from girl talks with Caryn.
But never bothered to take a second look.
Back then, i noticed you wearing your white shirt and brown pants or red collared shirt with brown pants or jeans.

*stole your picture*

Chubbier too.
I knew you as someone's look-alike.
Shaun Ho + Jason.

Both Mr. Lee's Seminar. You were there too. And i was right there.

I saw you a few times, walking from St. Mary to St. Jude.
I was there. Playing basketball. I noticed you, and i still only knew you as someone's look-alike.

Damai Beach.You were there 10 days before SPM. I was there right after SPM.

Rainfest 2006. We were suppose to be there. I went, but you decided not to. Plus, it was my first time there.

National Service 2007. I did apply for Bau Camp Permai. Seriously i did. But my request wasn't approved. I remember applying 1st batch, Bau Camp Permai. *sigh* but i ended up 5 hours from civilization. Yes, a whooping 5 hours. Sit-in-the-bus-or-car-until-your-butt-gets-sore 5 hours.
Betong, Camp Bukit Saban. And you were in Bau Camp. Leaving every weekend, back to the comfort of your home. I still wish i was right there.

We were in the same class in Semester 1.
Still, i never knew you.
I just knew you were the guy who gives a DAMN GOOD presentation. Who can crack a good joke in between as an eye-opener. Like your topic "Which one do you prefer, being adopted by Bill Gates or have your real blood parents" *something like that* XD it was an awesome presentation.

Finally, i talked to you the VERY FIRST TIME.
We were discussing about our debate topic.
We were a group.
OPPOSITION ROCKS :P

You called my house. ( It's weird cause, a guy i hardly know, would call my cellphone not house phone)
Discussing about the topic. The points and what to do.
*And i was sleeping, and you're not* LOL
Yes, you and your last minute preparation.

*stole your picture again :P *

During the judging session, we were all outside, you were making a joke *as usual*
"Ai chiak loti mai?" With the Ahma accent.

You were nominated as the BEST ENGLISH SPEAKER (:

Then, Semester 2. We were in different classes.
Sadly, i was a loner then *sobs*
yeah, i didn't make a lot of friends. ):

And i started to hang out with Jacq.
Then, i was there with all of you, FRIENDS.
We spent a lot of time doing things. Laughing.
With my life partially occupied with someone else, never noticed you like how i did now.

There was occasions we went for ,like Raya visits. Jacq was driving your car. You were at the back with me. Feeling all sleepy until Jacq's driving scared the shit out of you. We were visiting as a convo. XD i miss it now.
I did feel a little something for you then. It was very little, not enough to carry on further.
Then there were basketball games, ice cream eating sessions at mcD, movie watching, and eating with Tania, Aaron, Godric, Jacq.

Clubbing, Merdeka Day. You always go missing on the dance floor with hot chics.

Your trip to Bintulu, and u missed Cherling's birthday.
(: i sms-ed you until your phone died.

My trip to KL, you, Godric and Aaron was there to send me off (';
It was really nice of the three of you eventhough i was only leaving for a few days.
You said "Cause we were all hanging out so often, suddenly you're leaving, eventhough a few days, it feels weird
".

But it was still a sweet thing the three of you did. And i won't forget it.

Then, i started calling you baby, cause i just felt like it, and we were still friends.
You were my companion while i was having a hard time in KL as well. (:

Palm Beach.

After KL, all of us worked at Aus Ed. Uni Ed. I had a whole load of fun with all of you.
Then, i my feelings for you grew a little more. And i did think of you at times.

Not long after, my heart was broken,you tried your best to cheer me up.
You stayed awake with me. You were there to accompany me throughout the hardest times of my life.

It was before Christmas Eve i got my heart broken. And it was Christmas Eve that you picked up all the pieces.
It was silly of me but i did anyway.
I asked " Can you be my date for Christmas?"
And you said " Nooooooo.....Just Kidding. Sure thing!"
I never expected a yes from you. And i never expected anything else but just company.

But you held my hand, kept me safe.
(:
I know and you know that you kept saying " Are you okay?" A MILLION TIMES. (:
It was the first time you got wasted.
But our eyes met the very first time that night. (:
And I remembered it vividly ~

you were my greatest Christmas present and still are (:
BEST CHRISTMAS.
eventhough we didn't claim ourselves as in a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship, but we WERE in a relationship. The one that had a growing feeling ~
I wanted you to be MINE, but you were holding it back.
I thought you didn't feel the same way. Then i realised.

Valentines' Day.

you surprised me with gifts. And you proposed with a bouquet of roses. 54 stalks. (: 1 for each day since 24th December *both of us miscalculated*
Btw, it is the best Valentines' Day EVER!

We spent every single DAY together.

Iglool

Inti Modelling Show

Jylene's Farewell

New years' Eve

At home (:

Our Searching for Sheesha *you still owe me*

In college / Classes

The Spring

Clubs.

Jogging

On the dance floor

Anthea's Birthday

KL (:

Your birthday

While you were posing as an Ah lien :P

Made music together

Taking a dip in the pool

Hanging out at Aaron's

Cheering up a certain special someone at her house *winks* you know who you are. But we ended up playing :P until 4am.

Even when I fell REALLY ILL with my monthly problems.
You were RIGHT next to me when i had a hard time waking up. Especially after vomitting. Yes, it was bad. Baby, THANK YOU SO MUCH! (:

Baby, I'm really glad to have you by my side.
Eventhough today is the first time in a long time we've been apart for 24 hours, I still miss you even when we are together.
It just means i miss you A WHOLE LOT MORE!

Sorry you have to put up with my bad tempers and mood swings.

I'm just happy that you are happy ~ MWAH~

My silly monkey.
Btw, i guess i started liking monkeys after baby said he likes monkeys. Baby, why do you like monkeys anyway?

XD
i think they are SO FUCKING CUTE! XD

seriously, this is the longest post I've ever did.
More than 3 hours of blogging. MY BUTT IS SORE.

I JUST WANNA SAY
GOOD LUCK BABY DEAR.
ALL THE BEST TO YOU FOR YOUR FINALS. (:
hope this post made you smile as much as
reminiscing as i typed made me smile (x

LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS VERY MUCHIE XD *combo okay?*

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING (:

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